shit,

""Now, do you see why i laugh at people our age who claim they're in love? See, it ALWAYS ends. Always. But you see, you'll do it again. And you'll convince yourself that this one is "different." And they won't be. Ever. I guess it's funny, in an ironic, twisted way. Just do what i do. Say "Fuck you." Laugh. Repeat.""

Cousins, so right about everything. I should probably learn to trust him more often.

Love you, cous. (:

for once,

life is going pretty amazingly.
butttt... for some reason, im still drawn to the sad quotes, haa.

(:

I hate being happy.  It pisses me off.  Because I know if I try to grab it, it will slip away, like one of those goddamn water snakes.  And I hate just looking.  I always try to grab.
-D.H. Mondfleur

Before you put on a frown, make absolutely sure there are no smiles available.
-Jim Beggs

You hold on to things that were.  You wonder what's to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been and look ahead to what would be.  Other days, now days, days to come.  The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves for growing up.
- The Wonder Years

Seems to me, it ain’t the world that's so bad but what we're doin' to it. And all I'm saying is, see, what a wonderful world it would be if only we'd give it a chance.
-Louis Armstrong

May you get what you wish for.
- Old Chinese Curse

i remember one morning getting up at dawn; there was such a sense of possibility. you know that feeling? and i remember thinking to myself, "so, this is the beginning of happiness. this is where it starts." and of course there will always be more. it never occurred to me it wasn't the beginning. it was happiness. it was the moment. right then.
-The Hours

Life didn't promise to be wonderful.
-Teddy Pendergrass

just because you didn't speak the facts out loud didn't erase their existance. silence was just a quieter way to lie.
-the tenth circle

no man ever said on his deathbed, i wish i had spent more time at the office
-paul tsongas

Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open.
-John Barrymore

There's nothing like biting off more than you can chew, and then chewing anyway. 
-Mark Burnett

If you woke up breathing, congratulations! You have another chance.
-Andrea Boydston

I've been waiting my whole life for the right guy to come along, and then you showed up.  And you're nothing like the man I imagined.  You're cynical and cranky and impossible.  But the truth is fighting with you is the best thing that's ever happened to me.  And I think there's a very good chance that I'm falling in love you with.
- 27 Dresses

oh, and by the way:

i loveeee yousaidforeverquotes(:

i can't wait

until saturday.  :D i'll be leaving for indy, and the real summer can start. old friends, together again, making new memories.  maybe i'll just forget about him?

And I guess all I'm trying to say is that I have hope for you. That you will keep your love for the world, even though it beats you down every day.

"Everything will turn out the way you want, if you stop doubting that I love you."
-The Science of Sleep

 You're not even mine and I'm scared to lose you.

boy meets world.

I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling til your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. I believe in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up.

What we have here is a dreamer, someone completely out of touch with reality. When she jumped, she probably thought she would fly.

friends.

Your picture is up on my wall. It's not even a good picture of you. I've seen better looking boys, but there's just something about that smile on your face that makes my eyes fill with tears. I've always loved that smile.

the o.c.

Don't be dismayed at goodbyes.  A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends.
-Richard Bach

home improvement.

What I've learned is not to change who you are, because eventually you're going to run out of new things to become.
-Taylor Swift

what if prince charming had never showed up ? would snow white have slept in that glass coffin forever ? or would she have eventually woke up, spit out the apple, gotten a job, a health care package & a baby from her local neighborhood sperm bank ? i couldn't help but wonder .. inside every confident, driven, single woman, is there a delicate, fragile princess just waiting to be saved?
-sex & the city

seinfeld.

You don't just get over him.  You either still love him or never did.

me? i'm scared of everything. i'm scared of what i saw, i'm scared of what i did, of who i am. and most of all, i'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way i feel when i'm with you.
 -dirty dancing

saved by the bell.

p.s.   i love old/cancelled tv show reruns.  (:

tonight

was graduation.  i am both happy and sad at the same time, and still wondering how that can be. afterwards we all went to out to dinner. it was pretty great. i dont think i have ever laughed and cried so much in the same night. incidentally, i think i really like one of my close guy friends. but thats just a thought. not so sure yet.

don't ask what the world needs. ask what makes you come alive and go do it, because the world needs to be alive
-Howard Thurman

Sometimes you have to follow your heart, even if it's somewhere you're not supposed to be.

i don't know why.

 but i've just been feeling pretty shitty lately and beeing a bitch to all my friends. god, i just miss him like hell.

 
YES.